I just can't. I don't know why. It doesn't make sense. And especially for those reasons I know that I can't. I had no idea how uncomfortable I'd be when I came upon this awful void. It reminds me of a memory dating back to 8th grade. The academic in me really took root that year because of two wonderful teachers and an English/History combined class that the students simply called "Honors". I was questioned by one of my teachers one day until I no longer knew the answer. "I don't know," I had to reply at the end of a slew of interrogation. Surprisingly, she was delighted. "Did you hear that?" she asked the class, "That is a great place to be."

yeah? well with book knowledge, maybe. But in life, it sucks.