After 4:30pm today, I've had several absolutely unexpected fits of tears.
-while driving and singing loudly to "Before He Cheats"
-a little while later during no significant song at all, still driving
-just after getting home and petting Cooper (I told him she was there for quite a while now)
-in the midst of walking to turn on my computer to get her address for a letter I wrote today
-right now
... seriously. Tonight is going to be difficult.
and all I want is for him to be here, holding me. But I know that wouldn't be good for him... or me.

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For what it's worth, Lauren Annie, there were quite a few in the van heading North too.
That hasn't been a minute go by today, that she hasn't crossed my mind and you know, she's going to be just fine.
She will be okay Lau, we all will be and when she comes back, we will all be even better
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