that feeling. you know, the one way down deep in your stomach that you can never recreate nor remember exactly how it felt until it happens again and you remember. oh you remember so well that feeling way down deep in your gut. it's almost not there and it's everywhere at once. that feeling.

you know the one I'm talking about.

well- I'm listening to my new Jane CD (thanks a KADRILLION to momma) and well...

and as we trim the tree
how much fun it's gonna be together
this christmas
the fireside is nice and bright
and we're caroling through the night
and this christmas
will be a very special christmas for me

so yeah.I say that I don't want a relationship until I hear songs like that. or particular afternoons when the weather is just right. and then I long for one oh so much.

about that.