Monday, May 31, 2004

I'm just so sick and tired of it all. I've been doing it for almost three years now. And doing it pretty darn well too. But I'm getting bored. I don't even care anymore. I've done it all and nothing new has come to spark my interest as of lately.

I'm just so bored.

The alarm clock announces the commence of another eventless day. Bells shove me from one pointless class to another. I mean really: Math never had a point. Chemistry is a joke: open book tests? really. Spanish is sooo easy... but it's fun. The girl I tutor in the ASC has decided that she's failing Geometry anyway so she only does her homework half of the time- point being, I'm not really needed there either. History had a point but now that the AP test if over we're watching movies and doing projects: which is not bad at all, I'm not complaining, and I'm still learning stuff... but the momentum has been lost. English is one class where we are still moving along- The Great Gatsby at the moment- I'm excited for that. And French is still great too. Ok then: two of my seven classes have a point.

Wonderful.

I'm just so bored. Now the seniors are graduating so maybe that's what has brought about this blah feeling. But it's been culminating for a while. And now I'm just simply sick of school.

Summer is in the air, Spring is already here. Weekends are moments of bliss because it almost feels like school is over and there is no more stress, no more worrying about anything.
But then I go back into my room and still see my books resting there on my desk... and I remember... and it's really very sad.

22 more days is it? Until I'm free?

Well, let's start the countdown. Maybe it will help.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

you're damn right it's because the seniors are gone.. what's the point without us?

12:01 AM  
Blogger Lippy said...

amen to that.

4:01 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey who needs school? we could all run off and join the circus!

7:29 PM  
Blogger Katie said...

i feel the same way! soooooo done lauren, so done... just a few more weeks... just keep telling yourself that, only a few more weeks.... we can do it together, and then next year, we are seniors! :/ eeek!

7:54 PM  
Blogger loo said...

:) hehehe, you all make me smile.
*sigh* Thanks a bunch.

12:12 AM  

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