I would be mad.
But all of my energy to be angry is gone.
Now, I am simply at a state of numb frustration.
I'm not giving up... just taking yet another fall.
One that I just cannot seem to fully recover from.
.ever.
I thought I could this time� I thought I would.
Believe you, me: I'm struggling.
And it isn't a matter of will.
*sigh*
wHatever, I've had enouGH.
Now it's JUst a gaMe to see how far I can Push myself.
posted by loo at 8:18 PM
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2 Comments:
okay I know you are frustrated, this is the one thing I can truly relate to, I know and I'm so so so sorry if I could take it all away I could but I can't. no one can. and it sucks and sometimes you need to scream, so scream loud, or cry, so just let the tears fall, and sometimes you have to say fuck it and just jump, jump even if it hurts and keep jumping even when everything in you says you can't...b/c you can't do anymore damage, and in all reality this is your senior year, everyone will tell you to be careful and I agree but at the same time lauren, just do it, just jump... forget the pain, remember how hard you have worked and how far you have come. It will hold you back but if you push hard enough you are definitely strong enough to over come this.... or anything. head up love you
i second that
; )
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