Last night I just needed to drive. And I did. And I played RENT as loud as I could while still feeling a morsel of consideration for the people living on Dow Street. It was 10:30 when I departed and 11:30 when I finally returned, wearing emotions that cling to the sounds of Seasons of Love. why did I do this?
i have no idea.
I never have before. But I needed to and I did. alone. That was another strange detail. My passenger seat spaciously held the company of the warm evening wind, and none else.

And now, that restless feeling of rising adreneline is pumping through the four chamber of my heart to the tips of my toes again and they yearn to snuggle into old sneakers and break to the roads. Or even climb onto pedals that they are slowly getting more and more accustomed to. I'm itching to break free. Physically, I'm in a cage and I do believe that I can't stand it much longer.

nature seduces my every breath and I do long to forget cell phones, automotives, keyboards, vacuums, and credit cards for just a while. i don't need a very long while.