It sometimes seems like life is just too big for us and there are too many things that will never all get done on time and even when the first set is finished there are perpetually more things to do.

And sometimes I get into a place where I am terribly afraid that I will make a wrong decision that will inevitably wreck havoc on the rest of my life. Okay, maybe not that drastic but I honestly, deep in my soul sometimes fear that I won't make the right decision. It will be a weight that I only can bear because I am the only one responsible.

Funny how even after 21 years of this dilemma, I seem to be doing pretty well. Have I made every right and perfect decision? Probably not! But I'm still alive and joyfully living, as a matter of fact. So how am I going to regard the future and my ominous decisions? I'll never understand it all for only God is God. With joy and laughter and with the only unfailing, true God guiding my heart.

Lord, I pray that you Teach me how to hum it because I don't know the words yet.

-Bethany Dillon 'The Kingdom'