Things always make more sense when they're written down:

I'd be lying if I said that I wanted to come home.

Ok, bad word choice. How could I ever not want to come home?? With you and you and you and you is where my heart rests. I would never, ever want to be away from that more than I had to be. I will always love being home and with my absolutely wonderful family. NOTHING can ever change that. No matter who I meet, what I become involved with, or how many commitments I make.

But understand that I love my new environment. I'm comfortable here: in these hallways and on the sidewalks. My friends, excellent friends, are two steps away (or even less if they've decided to intrude my room for a while). We've built our own community here to shelter one another from the stress and chaos of change and adjustment. When I'm here I don't long for home as my essence still does, and always will, for the trinity... because life has been reconstructed.
Varying personalities thrown together, and in one short week infant relationships have grown and acquired a uniqueness of their own.

I want you to be a part of it all, to be here with me in this fantasic new world... but all I can do is communicate it through wireless voices and clicking keys. but you just wait. soon. very soon. you'll see.

But no need to worry. Step into my office pretty baby, and you'll comprehend. Because I'll see you at home first.